I finally figured out why I do not like wedding veils.
My mother informed me the other week that I am being forced to wear a wedding veil. I had no inkling of an intention to do so. But I must. I am being forced. And I'm not happy.
What I realized though, is that the wedding veil seems fake to me. It makes me feel like some doll and that I don't belong. It looks ridiculous to me and I do not think adds to the image. Now this is just my personal opinion. I just feel like an idiot wearing a veil. Like I'm trying to be something I'm not. That's also how I feel when trying on those huge fluffy wedding dresses. I feel like I'm just a doll people are playing dress up with.
I want to be real. I want to be me. Who I am and not something I'm not. I don't care about the wedding.
I care about him.
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