Change Agent

I hate knowing that my friends have troubles or problems. They express their problems to me looking for guidance or uplifting words. I can give that to them, but what more? I can't be what changes them. They are the ones who need to make the changes themselves.

It tears me apart when I can't do more to help. I really wish I could, but sometimes there is only so much you can do.

Working for my friends

Acknowledgement. I finally met a photography student who really thanked me for helping her out as a model.

I enjoy being able to hell out my friends as a model, but at the same time it stresses me out. They are not always clear as to exactly what they want the style to be. Half the time they tell me to just wear what I usually do because I'm stylish.

Here's the thing. I wear a huge variety of clothes. It's not just me, all my friends say so as well. So when you tell me to just wear what I usually do, well that could be anything!

At least I've learned from this as a photographer myself, be specific to your models. They will not stress as much, therefor keeping hair on their head and pimples off their skin.

Brain mush

This week has been quite a week. I find that I'll be talking to someone and then my brain goes blank mid-sentence.... This is what being in college does to a person. Having school, a job and being involved on campus. It's curious, and we all say how excited we will be when school ends, but there's always the craziness of the unknown. I'm not sure we will ever find the balance. I guess we can hope for the best. Not much more to do. Just gotta live life and keep on going.