Where do I fit in? Arriving on campus I was pushed into a whirl-wind of what they call “Music Camp.” Singing from nine in the morning to nine in the evening; meeting new people from all over the state of California, and the few from out-of-state like myself. Then New Student orientation begins and even more people are added to the equation: going to fun activities, sitting in fun seats during seminars, making awkward small talk with new people; bonding with my focus group .The joy of having to figure out where and with whom to sit at meals with in the ADC. Of course it is then time for school to begin: sitting in classrooms, meeting even more new people; being loaded on with homework that there does not ever seem time to do. Auditions start up, and I am making quick bonds with people as I act and share audition scenes with people. The good news, I made the show! Now I have made bonds with my new theatre family. Then I am connected in with my Yearbook family. So there, I have my choir family, cottage family, theatre family, yearbook family, and all the other people on campus I have bonded with.
I am still meeting many a new people, but holding on to the strong connections with my already close friends, but I still am not sure exactly where I fit in here. I do not want to be defined by a group, although being in theatre already almost does so, but I would like to know where I am with other people. Then again, the atmosphere here in college allows one to make friends with all kinds of different people; people from so many different groups or backgrounds or life styles. Maybe my relationships with people are actually like a prism, through one group or one person I can connect to many others of different relations. Or maybe even I am a Prism in itself, God shining through me and connecting me to different colors, or people in this case. This is definitely something to ponder upon as I fall asleep at night in my lovely, not as comfortable as I would like, bunk bed.